When I was younger, there was a saying and an act that said if you formed a circle around yourself, no one could go beyond it and you would be secured.
When I was younger, I used to often cheat in games with my friends. I would say things like, "You can't touch me, I'm inside the circle, that would be cheating," and then I would laugh about it.
But as I've grown older, I don't really use it in my day-to-day activities anymore. It wasn't even in my memory until recently. Simply said, I've forgotten about it—what else is there to say? They believe it was a "kiddy thing".
Well i guess it was too late to do so, since this life has already blown me of from the circle of light.
Maybe if I had used it every day, I would have felt protected at all times.
Maybe now that I’ve done it, anxieties and overthinking won’t be able to reach me.
Maybe I wouldn’t feel so miserable if I had done so.
Maybe if I...
Maybe I was doing everything correctly all along. Maybe I should be glad that I didn't build a safety circle.
'Cause sometimes, you need to step out of your comfort zone in order to learn how to live, in order to learn how to be happy.
It's a good thing that point of view faded into the past because I would have lost out on a lot of things.
In order to make it to the finish line, you must face all the obstacles.
